weekend..

hey people..

ok, once again i have a long weekend break..
Saturday-REST
Sunday- OFFDAY
Monday-OFFDAY

my last flight got delayed so this what happened,, it is like a domino effect.. from 2 OFF days, i now have 3 free days.. AWESOME..

so what better way to spend the free times thn lepaking with my buddies and also clubbing.. ni baru sampai rumah from dinner with Zareen and clubbing with Megat..

tomorrow.. ehem ehem.. ill keep it as a secret for now..

rebirth.

dah lama dah blog ni kosong.. sepi.. bersarang.. empty.. lonely.. unattended..
put it in whatever language u want to.. it will still mean the same thing.

it is not that i dont want to, trust me, i have tons of story to share and i really want to share it here.. but unfortunately i am too exhausted to sit and type one by one.. i am not a very hardworking person. i am only hardworking at work.

so what i will do is i will give a crash course on the series of important events in my life..:

LOVE

of course this will be the first damn thing to talk about la kan? i am still SINGLE.. haha.. i had too much fun being single that i dont want to have a bf yet.. *katanya*

i do go out on dates.. a lot of em.. tapi tak ramai yang mampu sweep me off my feet yet.. kalau ade pun, after that they turn out to hv certain attitude that turns me off. so REJECT and NEXT!!

what else to do right? i dont want to waste my time on losers.. i wasted 2 yrs on 1, not gonna waste anymore time on another.

so i am taking my heart and my time pretty seriously this time. not gonna waste anymore of my energy. PERIOD.

Career

i graduated from MMU a couple of months ago and i started working with AirAsia as a flight attendant since July this year. i love my job and i am loving every second of it..

i know people do talk about my career choice. but what the hell, i love what i am doing, i go to work with a smile and i come back exhausted with a smile carved on my face.. and in the end of the month.. KA-CHING!

what more can i ask? my mum and dad gets cheap airfares and they get to travel to see the world and that means the world to me since my mum is my hero.. i want to make her happy and see the world.. and everytime i come back from somewhere she'll ask me how was it and she gets super excited..

and as a son.. that makes me happy..

LIFE

my life as a whole.. i am a happier person now.. sometimes i do miss having someone to love.. but i have the greatest family in the world and i have my friends that loves me more than i can ask..

and no, it does not include ppl that are nice in front of me and bitch about me behind my back. i know who u are.. and u should be ashamed of urself. =.=

i am just going with the follow.. and i wish ppl around me would just pray for my success rather thn being so -ve all the time.. bcoz, that is all i do. i pray for ppl's success..

roughly that is what my life is all about.. i have to sleep now tomorrow i have to be up by 7 and be at the academy for my graduation.. :)

comeback..

i am making a comeback.. soon..

almost there..

hye readers..

this is my longest absent from writing anything here.. it is not i dont want to, trust me there is a gazillion things i want to tell you guys, especially with my training with AirAsia. but i just dont have the time..

the FA training had taken me by surprise. i tot it would be like a honeymoon training and a paid leave for us, but lord i am wrong. i have tests, assessments, training, exams and so many more things. and i do have to study and memorize so many god damn thing..

despite all that i am up by 6.30 with a smile on my face and uber excited to go for training..

this is my last week in the training, and next week is my exams. if i pass, ill start flying the following week. if not, ill be unemployed with a RM14,000 debt to AirAsia..

Lord Bless My Soul so that ill pass my exam!!

Nadiah Ali- Rapture.

hey readers... i love this song. and i always tot that the voice was somesort of effect not knowing that she sounded like that in real life too.

loving it..

Eid.

i guess, it is still not too late to wish a...

SELAMAT HARI RAYA, MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN

to all my beloved readers...

may all of you have a great and fabulous raya this time around with ur loved ones..

i MADE it.

hey readers..

for the past couple of months, i have been going to a number of Airlines interview in order to chase my dream of being a Cabin Crew.. this had been my dream for a while.. but when i was with my ex he shut off the idea at the very moment i voice it..

so being the dumb lover i obliged. did it pay off? of course not. so all you people out there if your lover cannot support ur dream, then go find a new one!

ok, that is not why this post.
moving on...

i went to many walk in interviews for many airlines.. MAS, SIA, QATAR, EMIRATES even AIR ASIA... i didnt get in.. it was extremely tough.. you must posses great personality and a certain level of knowledge and confidence..

i almost gave up.. so on the 17th of July Air Asia had a walk in interview in Park Royal.. i didnt feel like going.. i have to admit i kinda got beaten down.. but thankfully my aunt pushed me to go.. so i just went. i pergi pun lambat.. it started at 9, and I reached there around 11 plus..

there were not that many people.. overall 400 people came.. and i was lucky number 300.. so i sat and waited. met a few friends that i met before in other interviews (Miss Kim, MH interview Penang) and made some new friends while waiting..


i was number 300 and when i was in the room they were calling number 140.. so another 160 more people to go.. surprisingly, i didnt have to wait that long.. it took like an hour plus before i was called (comparing to the 9 hours wait for the MH interview)

1st stage. 

there were 2 interviewers, and i can see there were like 5 sets of interviewers. i was with interviewer number 2. the guy was Mr Terrance (sorry if i spelled the name wrongly). he is hot. he is super hot. he is with Air Asia X now... and.... ok moving on....


so the guy before me was interviewed for quite sometime.. he is from Air Asia and they had an issue with interdepartmental change thinggy. so i stood there for quite a while and that is when my nerves starts to kick in.. dammit lah!


when i was called i was all over the place. they asked me about my work now, my degree, a bit about my debating experience.. they checked my skin ( i was so nervous, the last time i didnt get in AK because my acne's scar was obvious) thankfully they were ok with it, no comments were made and they asked me to read the announcement in english.


i fumbled.


i know for normal people i did an ok job, but being a debater i assessed myself as i was reading it and i knew i could have done far better. so i am prepared to go back (the last time i read the announcement flawlessly and yet still got kicked out).


i waited for 5-7 minutes in the waiting room, and the results were in.. the key here is, if u got called with a large number of people, you are going home. as they were calling out the numbers, i was holding my bag and preparing to leave..


but nop.. my number was not called..


i was called by the guy to join another group and i was informed that i made it to the next round. it was like somebody threw a bucket of gold on my laps. (note: i never made tru the first round for these kind of interviews.)

2nd stage.

this is the English Proficiency test, you are given 25 MCQs and an essay to answer in 1/2 hour. for me this is my forte. the ENGLISH LANGUAGE and essay!


i was done with my essay in 5 minutes (oh puhlezz, i was in law school.. essay is like writing a short memo for me! lol! haha) and continued with the MCQs.. i checked and rechecked to make sure that it was perfect!



after passing up.. i got a letter informing to go to Air Asia Academy the next day for the 2nd day interview.!

2nd DAY.

i woke up early to beat the traffic.. traffic in cheras is crazy in the morning! i reached Air Asia Academy around 7.40, as we have to be there by 8.

as soon as i parked, there is this guy in front of me he keeps looking my way.. so i got off the car, and smiled. we got to know each other, his name is Kelvin from.... guess where..? SEREMBAN. my hometown.

so we immediately became buddies. trust me, it is nice to have someone to talk to in an airline interview.

3rd stage. 

we were given a couple of minutes to get to know the person next to us and introduce the person in front of the panel and the entire crowd. for someone who has no oratory background this can be a pain in the A$$.

the key is to make your introduction as creative and as unique as possible.. everyone was hitting the same note and falling flat.. so i came up with a plan.. since the guy next to me, Orey, was from Penampang Sabah, so i asked him the nearest airport to his place and he said KKIA (Kota Kinabalu International Airport). so i opened AK's website using my mobile (lord bless data package) and checked the next flight to KK and used that as an opening for my presentation.

how? you go figure.

4th stage. 

right after that, we were divided into 12 groups and we were given ONLY 5 minutes to prepare for a group performance. i went to our group and told them look, we are doing this and i laid down the plan.. it will be a sketch about AK's walk in interview and it will be a parody.. i gave the characters and i told them, just roll with it... no scripts, nothing..


we were the 10th group to perform and we were not allowed to sit in a group to further discuss. at that time i was praying, we will either make it, or break it..


the other groups were ok.. they were ill prepared and some had no idea what they were doing.. i pity them as we were only allocated 5 minutes to prepare.


when my team performed, we nailed it. everyone was perfect, even better than what i expected. they all embraced the characters and everyone enjoyed the sketch. we were the few groups that people were laughing with us, not at us.


as soon as we were done, i heard one of the penal said, "THIS IS MY FAV GROUP!"


i was happy, i mean come on, acting is my forte.. i am a drama queen!*smug*


after all the performance, we went for lunch and i was showered with congratulatory speeches. i felt like i won an Oscar or something..

5th stage. FINAL INTERVIEW. 

we got back into the hall, and they said we will be divided into smaller groups. as the numbers got called i realized that there is only 2 groups and the other is bigger than ours. i sensed something is wrong..


i knew at that point one of the groups will be going home.


some of the early favs were called into the other group.. i was not called and the other group were twice our size. i prayed real hard. as the other group was instructed to leave the hall everyone began to pray.. most of us by that time had sensed something is off..


we got to know that we made it for the final interview. so we waited outside and we were called one by one..


there were 6 sets of panels of 2 and i was amongst the earliest to be called. i got the 2nd panel. one hot dude and one not so hot.


i was asked numerous questions, about my degree and my choice.. and about the aviation industry.. of course i nailed all of the questions! by that time i had regained my confidence and i had to nail the interview..

one memorable moment was when the interviewer asked.. "Where do u see yourself in 5 yrs from now?"

i  answered.. "i see myself maybe as a leading steward.."

he said... "maybe more.. with your dynamic personality and attitude, you might be sitting here in our place doing interviews..."

i was on cloud 9! i was flying high.. at that point i knew it.. i would get the job! but i didnt want to be over confident.


so i waited at the side as the result being passed to the "result table" i was called and i got the job!

Kelvin and few more people i got close to also made it and a large number of people didnt. i feel bad for them being so close yet so far away.!!

so this friday i will have to attend a medical check up and if all go well i hope ill be in the academy by August.. amin!



p/s: i want to thank my mum and dad for i dont know how much money they have spent on me and making sure that my dreams came true. for the moral support and all..

my friends, apai and johan.. yang sanggup teman i sampai ipoh for interviews,

Qoy and Shuk.. yang selalu support and bg i info and make sure i dont give up and call i everytime i ade interview and to see how i do... i love u both..

cik Teena, walaupun kita baru kenal.. u sgt supportive and baik! i wish u well love..

to all those who supported me tp i x sebut.. thanks..

and to that certain someone.. who cried when i got in.. very cute la.. i terharu..! i cannot share ur name here.. bahaya! haha..

Edward Maya & Vika Jigulina- Stereo Love

i am frigging loving this song! i cant get enough of it. i have to admit that this is not the type of song that i usually listen to, but somehow i am deeply inlove with it..

working in Musa means listening to music like this. so i dah jatuh hati la dekat this song..

When you're gonna stop breaking my heart
I don't wanna be another one
Paying for the things I never done
Don't let go,
Don't let go
To my love.

Can I get to your soul?
Can you get to my thought?
Can we promise we won't let go?
All the things that I need
All the things that you need
You can make it feel so real.

the original video is protected, so i cannot embed the video.. but u can find it here..

not a fan.. but im in LOVE.

hye readers,

i am not a big fan of Justin Bieber and Taylor Swift.. but that does not mean i cant like their songs especially when it is good! these 2 songs is my personal fav from the two young millionaire. yes i am saying the word millionaire with an envious tone. sue me!

the reason why i love this two song is becoz of the lyrics and also the music. the two reason why i listen to a certain songs over and over again..

Justin Bieber's-That Should Be Me.



That Should Be Me Lyrics

Ouuuuuuu
ouuuuuuuu

Everybody's laughing in my mind,
Rumors spreading 'bout this other guy,
Do you do what you did when you
did with me?
Does he love you the way I can?
Did you forget all the plans
that you made with me?
'cause baby I didn't!


That should be me,
Holdin' your hand,
That should be me
Makin' you laugh,
That should be me,
This is so sad,
That should be me,
That should be me,
That should be me,
Feelin' your kiss,
That should be me,
Buyin' you gifts,
This is so wrong,
I can't go on,
Till you believe that,
That should be me

Ouuuuuuu
ouuuuuuuu

That should be me,
Yeah,
You said you needed a little time
For my mistakes,
It's funny how you used that time
To have me replaced,
Did you think that I wouldn't see you out at the movies
Whatcha doin' to me,
You're takin' him where we used to go,
Now if you're tryin' to break my heart,
It's working 'cause you know that,...

Chorus:

That should be me,
Holdin' your hand,
That should be me,
Makin' you laugh,
That should be me,
This is so sad,
That should be me,
That should be me,
That should be me,
Feelin' your kiss,
That should be me ,




Buyin' you gifts,
This is so wrong,
I can't go on,
Till you believe that,
That should be me

I need to know should I fight
For our love for this long
It's getting harder to shield
This pain in my heart!!!

Chorus:
That should be me,
Holdin' your hand,
That should be me,
Makin' you laugh,
That should be me,
This is so sad,
That should be me,
That should be me,
That should be me,
Feelin' your kiss,
That should be me,
Buyin' you gifts,
This is so wrong,
I can't go on,
Till you believe that,
That should be me,
Holding your hand,
That should be me,
Oh i makin you laugh, oh Baby,
That should be me,
(that should be me givin you flowers)
That should be me,
Talking by hours,that should be me, that should be me,
that should be me

Never should've let you go,!
I never should've let you go,!
That should be me!! <3
Never should've let you go
That should be me!!<3

Taylor Swift's-  Back To December.




Back To December lyrics
Songwriters: Swift, Taylor;

I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life? Tell me, how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while

You've been good, busier than ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up, and I know why

Because the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses, and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December all the time

These days, I haven't been sleeping
Staying up, playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed, and I didn't call

Then I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
And realized I loved you in the fall

And then the cold came, the dark days
When fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love, and all I gave you was goodbye
(From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/t/taylor-swift-lyrics/back-to-december-lyrics.html)

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry

Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it, but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

This is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time, all the time

my current obsession..

hey peeps! 

he is a celebrity chef who had appeared in many tv shows and had written tons of cooking books. on top of that he is super cute!!

he is.. Rocco DiSpirito.

Jangan Menangis Sayang!

hye readers.

a couple of weeks ago,  went to karaoke with a friend and he sang this song. sekali, the song melekat dalam kepala otak i. its a malay song, and how much I dun look like one, apart of me is still one. ahaha. so its a malay song, lama jugak kot. maybe late 90's.

ini semua salah Encik S, sebab menyanyikan lagu ini sampai i jatuh hati. haha. now every time my mind wonders off, i akan ingat this song and will sing it to myself. i know some of my friends dah noya dengar i nyanyi lagu ni.. but what to do.. :p

i fell in love with the lyrics. so here u go, judge me all you want.. enjoy! haha

My Very First V Blog!

hey Guys. this is my Very first Video Blog. Haha.. enjoy!

Adele- 21.

hye readers,
 

i know its kinda too late to review or recommend this Album, but what the hell. i am sure many of you out there still haven't download bought her album yet,

for me this is an AMAZING album and i adore it. i listen to it all the time. the reason i love it so much is that i can relate to her songs. i can emotionally relate to it and it feels like i have gone through every single damn this she is singing.. i feel like i want to scream to hear..

"girlfriend, i feel you! you go girl"

lol!

my top five songs from her album would be..

1. Someone Like You. 

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you,
I wish nothing but the best for you, too,
Don't forget me, I beg,
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead,"
Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead, yeah, 

2. Turning Tables. 

Under hardest guise I see ooh
Where love is lost, your ghost is found
I braved a hundred storms to leave you
As hard as you try, no I will never be knocked down

I can't keep up with your turning tables
Under your thumb, I can't breathe

Next time I'll be braver
I'll be my own savior
When the thunder calls for me
Next time I'll be braver
I'll be my own savior
Standing on my own two feet

3. Don't You Remember.

But don't you remember?
Don't you remember?
The reason you loved me before,
Baby, please remember me once more,

When was the last time you thought of me?
Or have you completely erased me from your memory?
I often think about where I went wrong,
The more I do, the less I know, 

4. Rolling In The Deep. 

There's a fire starting in my heart,
Reaching a fever pitch and it's bring me out the dark,

The scars of your love remind me of us,
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all,
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless,
I can't help feeling,

We could have had it all,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
Rolling in the deep,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
You had my heart inside your hand,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
And you played it to the beat,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep), 

5. Set Fire To The Rain.

'Cause there's a side to you
That I never knew, never knew,
All the things you'd say,
They were never true, never true,
And the games you play
You would always win, always win.

[Chorus:]
But I set fire to the rain,
Watched it pour as I touched your face,
Well, it burned while I cried
'Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name!

I set fire to the rain
And I threw us into the flames
Well, it felt something died
'Cause I knew that that was the last time, the last time!

Sometimes I wake up by the door,
That heart you caught, must be waiting for you
Even now when we're already over
I can't help myself from looking for you.

 

i cant help it. i love her voice and i love the meaning of the songs. i listen to her everywhere, in my car, in the tren, on my ipod, on my radio, on my ipad, on my phone... Adele is all over.

i am backkk ...

hello hello..

at last a post from me.. i know no one misses my writings, but hey, i am entitled to feeling-feeling kan..?

i am coming back with a huge load. lol. i mean it. i will be back for .good saving this dying blog with a brand new concept. hehe.

wait for me.....!!!

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someone like you..

towards the end of the song she is controlling her tears,and i am all in tears.. what a beautiful song and i am so so so so touched.. loved her album and every single song in it.. 





I heard that you're settled down,
That you found a girl and you're married now,
I heard that your dreams came true,
Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you,
Old friend, why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light,

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited,
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it,
I had hoped you'd see my face,
And that you'd be reminded that for me it isn't over,

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you,
I wish nothing but the best for you, too,
Don't forget me, I beg,
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead,"
Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead, yeah,

You know how the time flies,
Only yesterday was the time of our lives,
We were born and raised in a summer haze,
Bound by the surprise of our glory days,

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited,
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it,
I had hoped you'd see my face,
And that you'd be reminded that for me it isn't over,

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you,
I wish nothing but the best for you, too,
Don't forget me, I beg,
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead,"

Nothing compares,
No worries or cares,
Regrets and mistakes, they're memories made,
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you,
I wish nothing but the best for you,
Don't forget me, I beg,
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead,"

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you,
I wish nothing but the best for you, too,
Don't forget me, I beg,
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead,"
Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead.